Halo Kitsch

f l a w l e s s

No, I won't feel guilty 'cause I wish it was me
Jealous of the dead boy in the passenger seat
I won't be quitting
I'd rather it be me with someone smoking my lungs
Dying like bones in the sheets
Got a lighter in my pocket was a gift to me
Spent a night with a boy who said meaningless things
And I was on the other end of a read receipt
Spilling out of the picture that he painted of me
Baby, if you think I'm flawless
There's so much you haven't seen
'Cause I can take a lot but not this
I'm fading out of my skin and my dreams

No, I hate this city
It's filled with teens
They've got the clouds overhead
They've got their heads in machines
And I've never been pretty
'Cause I'm living with queens
Me and my tin can car
Chasing Los Angeles dreams
All the girls play nice
Their spider eyes gleam
When the guys turn their backs
They bare some grizzly teeth
Standing out on their shoes
Wonderin' what skeletons see
People laughing at lies
Playing with paper esteem

Baby if you think I'm flawless
There's so much you haven't seen
'Cause I can take a lot but not this
I'm fading out of my skin and my dreams
You know I'm holding onto a promise
But I promise you I hate human beings
So baby you can say I'm flawless
All I really want is relieve
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Now I'm driving down the 101
I can't turn the wheel
Hate me, hate me shoot the gun
I don't fucking feel
Angels in my ears they say
Come here, come here, come here
Remind them that the world turns
Even if I, I, I
Angels in my ears they say
Come here, come here, come here
Remind them that the world turns
Even if I disappear
I disappear
If I disappear

So baby if you think I'm flawless
You don't really know about me
'Cause I've been trying hard not to exist
It's funny when I claim to be free
My baby tells me that I'm flawless
Obviously we disagree
It's killing me

There's so much you haven't
There's so much you haven't
There's so much you haven't seen
There's so much you haven't
There's so much she hasn't
There's so much you'll never see